I am delighted to find two emails from my Mistress. The first orders fill me with fear and excitement, but then when I read that it was an error, I am strangely relieved/disappointed. I am not sure how I can have the two emotions at the same time.
I have finished my Mistress’s slave reward and it was one of the most intense things I have experienced. It reinforces the feelings that I already have. I have started dreaming of her. I think about her all the time and I am eager to serve her in whatever fashion she wishes.
I am a slave. I am owned and belong to Mistress. I am submissive. I am controlled. I will do anything to please her.